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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Created page with &amp;quot;&amp;lt;Nawain has been meditating, trying to sort through her memories with mixed success..&amp;gt;  (Nawain blinks her eyes open slowly, one eyelid opening a little quicker than the other. She blinks again, then smiles)  You say in a Rakash accent, Oh! H&amp;#039;lo, Suki.  Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Hello there.  You stretch your arms.  Feels great!  You say in a Rakash accent, Was trying to... well. Think. D-deeply.  Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Ah, I see. You were very de...&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;Nawain has been meditating, trying to sort through her memories with mixed success..&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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(Nawain blinks her eyes open slowly, one eyelid opening a little quicker than the other. She blinks again, then smiles)&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, Oh! H&amp;#039;lo, Suki.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Hello there.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You stretch your arms.  Feels great!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Was trying to... well. Think. D-deeply.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Ah, I see. You were very deep.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu grins, revealing his dimples.&lt;br /&gt;
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You blush a bright red color.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Can I see your rugursora for a moment? I need to check something.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, I&amp;#039;m sorry. I... uh. I used some of the... heh. The drug they... oh? Oh, sure.&lt;br /&gt;
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You take a slender rugursora buckled with mistglass butterflies off your back.&lt;br /&gt;
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You offer your slender rugursora to Sukidesu, who has 30 seconds to accept the offer.  Type CANCEL to prematurely cancel the offer.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu has accepted your offer and is now holding a slender rugursora buckled with mistglass butterflies.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu rummages through a slender rugursora buckled with mistglass butterflies, pausing once in a while and then quickly resuming the search.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu gets a woven wicker gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag from inside his slender rugursora.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu offers you a slender rugursora buckled with mistglass butterflies.  Enter ACCEPT to accept the offer or DECLINE to decline it.  The offer will expire in 30 seconds.&lt;br /&gt;
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You accept Sukidesu&amp;#039;s offer and are now holding a slender rugursora buckled with mistglass butterflies.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu gets a large grey diamond from inside his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu examines a large grey diamond.&lt;br /&gt;
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(Nawain tilts her head and frowns.)&lt;br /&gt;
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You ask in a Rakash accent, What&amp;#039;s that?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Hmm. It&amp;#039;s...an enchantment. Give me a moment.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;Suki checks the Celestial Beacons&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu gets a medium green chrysoprase from inside his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu puts his chrysoprase in his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, As I suspected... they&amp;#039;re all Celestial Beacon enchantments.&lt;br /&gt;
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You ask in a Rakash accent, What does that mean?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Well, while you were asleep, I did some research on the emerald I got from you yesterday and looked up the enchantment. It allows someone to create a beacon point for a moonbeam.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu glances at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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You frown.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu rummages about his person, looking for something.&lt;br /&gt;
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You ask in a Rakash accent, A... moon beam?&lt;br /&gt;
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You ponder.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu nods to you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu moves a woven wicker gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag to his right hand.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You quietly ask in a Rakash accent, Suki, do you think those... c-came from my time on the ship?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, It&amp;#039;s almost certain.&lt;br /&gt;
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You nibble on your lip.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gets a medium green chrysoprase from inside his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu puts his chrysoprase in his icesilk satchel.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gets a large grey diamond from inside his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu puts his diamond in his icesilk satchel.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gets a small green garnet from inside his gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu offers you a woven wicker gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.  Enter ACCEPT to accept the offer or DECLINE to decline it.  The offer will expire in 30 seconds.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You accept Sukidesu&amp;#039;s offer and are now holding a woven wicker gardener&amp;#039;s toolbag.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
look in my toolb&lt;br /&gt;
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There is nothing in there.&lt;br /&gt;
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You put your toolbag in your slender rugursora.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu frowns.&lt;br /&gt;
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You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, Vrali? Did... Do you know why... uhm. Why I had... gems? Magic gems?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You rub your neck.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Why would they have you holding these? If you&amp;#039;re not aware of them, how could you activate them?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You quietly say in a Rakash accent, Have... No. You&amp;#039;d&amp;#039;ve said.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You nibble on your lip.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, This doesn&amp;#039;t make sense.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You gaze at Sukidesu.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Magic gems?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, They had a moon m-mage. Deatly.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu nods to you.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, I don&amp;#039;t remember seeing him at the rescue...was he there...?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain hunches her shoulders a little, her voice quiet. I don&amp;#039;t remember.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu rubs you gently, massaging your sore muscles.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Should go help Tyme.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;go to Haven to rezz Tyme, come back&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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[Zoluren Royal Mews, Training Field] (170012)&lt;br /&gt;
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Another practice area opens up, with the scent of fresh grass and the smell of horses in sharp contrast to the fragrant roses planted against a nearby brick wall.  Wooden barrels and fences provide the perfect opportunity for practicing jumps and turns.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You also see a velvety vanilla-colored Velakan rat, a white-bellied white and grey rat and an oak tree strung with garlands of thistle and amber-hued gaethzen orbs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Also here: Doctor of Kittens Sukidesu who is enveloped in shadowy smoke vaguely shaped like a Rakash in moonskin, Laureh and Merchant Marine Teavira.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Obvious paths: northeast, southwest.&lt;br /&gt;
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Room Number: 7621&lt;br /&gt;
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Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, I don&amp;#039;t think our rats are fighters...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I&amp;#039;ve heard they won&amp;#039;t f-fight if you&amp;#039;re friendly to each other.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, Not sure if it&amp;#039;s true.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;Nawain makes remedies while shooting Suki the occasional worried look&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, Err... enchanted? S-suki says they&amp;#039;re.. um. Celestial Beacons? I... I don&amp;#039;t know why I had them, but... but now S-Suki does. And I feel... Umm. I feel like... I miss them.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You shift your weight.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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You glance at Sukidesu, a male Kaldar.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Yes?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  That sounds like moon mage magic. You have a moon mage that might be concerned about you and want to know where you are?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Something on your mind?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu waves his hand.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu taps you on the nose and exclaims, Boop!&lt;br /&gt;
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You blink.&lt;br /&gt;
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You grin at Sukidesu.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu grins at you, his dimples flashing into view.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, If my hands weren&amp;#039;t f-full, I&amp;#039;d be tickling you..&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu laughs!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Well thank the gods for alchemy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You laugh!&lt;br /&gt;
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You nod in agreement.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, Thank Enelne.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu nods at you, obviously agreeing with your views.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, I....&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Hmm?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain rubs her palms against her thigh, frowning.)&lt;br /&gt;
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You quietly say in a Rakash accent, I f-feel like I&amp;#039;m... missing something. Like... Like s-something is going to happen, and... and I won&amp;#039;t be ready, because... Umm. Because I... don&amp;#039;t have those gems.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You ask in a Rakash accent, Like... like I&amp;#039;m going into a fight w-without.. weapons?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu cocks his head at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;nowiki&amp;gt;*&amp;lt;/nowiki&amp;gt; Ophiliah was just struck down! &lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I don&amp;#039;t see how...all they can do is have someone teleported right to you, which...now that I&amp;#039;m thinking about it might be how Cambin can find you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You glance at Sukidesu, a male Kaldar.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu glances at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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You frown.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, Ophi.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, You remember that one day when he just...appeared at the empath guild?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu nods.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I sensed her too.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say to Sukidesu in a Rakash accent, Yeah.&lt;br /&gt;
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You nod to Sukidesu.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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You ask in a Rakash accent, If he could sh-show up where I am, could... Uh. Could they just... open a gate? Where I am?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, It&amp;#039;s possible. I think.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain starts to pace.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You ask in a Rakash accent, What about... Could they spy? Listen in?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Is there anything else on you that you don&amp;#039;t recognize? If there&amp;#039;s a moonbeam...potentially. If there&amp;#039;s not a moonbeam, probably not.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, From what I know of moon mages, they have to have the beam focused.&lt;br /&gt;
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You worriedly say in a Rakash accent, Aaiyaah already has my sketches. And you... you have.. whatever those are. They&amp;#039;re...&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, They&amp;#039;re *important*.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
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You fret.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, They&amp;#039;re...part of your weaponization.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You plaintively ask Sukidesu in a Rakash accent, Can I have them back, please?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I&amp;#039;m sorry, dear one...but I can&amp;#039;t do that. I will hold onto them.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, I don&amp;#039;t! Suki says I was l-looking at them yesterday. I don&amp;#039;t remember seeing them b-before he dug them out of my rugursora today!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, That you had so many on you is...troubling...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You fret.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, But...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You lean to your left.&lt;br /&gt;
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You say in a Rakash accent, But they&amp;#039;re important.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Nawain, dear. They&amp;#039;re important to someone, but not you. To you, they are burden.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain clenches and unclenches her fists, chewing hard on her lip and she shifts from one foot to the other.)&lt;br /&gt;
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You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, I don&amp;#039;t know any moon mages, vrali. Not really.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pace back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
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You pace back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  That&amp;#039;s strange. Like you&amp;#039;re not supposed to remember them. Who would want to know where you are but not want you to know about it? Any number of enemies, I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You fret.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Can you tell me why they&amp;#039;re important?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I... I can&amp;#039;t throw them away. They must.... must stay with me. I have to... Umm.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain clenches her fists again a few times, peering at the ground.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Yes?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You oddly say in a Rakash accent, I have to... Hold them. Outside. Show.... show them to the moons.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Meaning so they can cast a moonbeam down to you. Sorry, no.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, It sounds to me like they want to use you to get into places...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Or send me places.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, That too.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Don&amp;#039;t tell Cambin you don&amp;#039;t have them.&lt;br /&gt;
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(Nawain&amp;#039;s eyes flick up to meet Suki&amp;#039;s and the guilt in them is plain.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, You already did?&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
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You duck your head.&lt;br /&gt;
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You gaze down at the ground.&lt;br /&gt;
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Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I&amp;#039;m...so tempted to break his connection to you, but I promised. And I won&amp;#039;t break that promise.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain half-whispers, I&amp;#039;m... not ready to lose him.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu rubs you gently, massaging your sore muscles.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Something else, then. But only if you say it&amp;#039;s okay. Not now though. But I want to try and make the words not usable by any of them. But first we need to know more words.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, I... I need them back. I... Aaiyaah has my sketches, and Suki has... has whatever those are... I f-feel like I&amp;#039;m wading into a fight naked.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You shudder.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Before the meeting with Davrion and Cambin... I want to make sure Cambin can&amp;#039;t use you at that time.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I have visions of him saying the words and having you attack the pack.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu frowns.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain wraps her arms around her middle and looks ill at the thought.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, He won&amp;#039;t. Says... Um. Says they&amp;#039;re not my... burden to carry.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain continues clenching her fists and glancing at you worriedly.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You nibble on your lip.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  You&amp;#039;re a big girl and capable of making your own decisions.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I can&amp;#039;t give them back. Though I suspect they will try to give you more.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, Right, but... But he isn&amp;#039;t giving them back.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You fret.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, But I... There&amp;#039;s an emptiness, where th-they were. It feels wrong, Suki. Feels...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You fret.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Feels like you t-took something that I... that is...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You slowly and deliberately empty your filled lungs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Important. Treasured. Necessary.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu cocks his head at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  I suppose you&amp;#039;d be opposed to threatening to kill him over and over until he gives them back?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, I would never!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, The fact that you feel so strongly about it reinforces my reason for not giving them back to you. They&amp;#039;ve made you *need* them so that you&amp;#039;ll *have* them when *they* need you to strike.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pace back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pace back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You nibble on your lip.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pace back and forth.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You rub your neck.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You glance at Sukidesu, a male Kaldar.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You nibble on your lip.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You slowly and deliberately empty your filled lungs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Why do you rub your neck so much?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain clenches and unclenches her fists, frowning.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Of course you wouldn&amp;#039;t. Hmm. I&amp;#039;m not sure how to get them back, then.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I... I don&amp;#039;t know. It... I think about the marks.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Can I check? I just want to make sure it&amp;#039;s only the marks there.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Oh, of course! &amp;lt;redacted trigger word&amp;gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Your body jerks briefly.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu blanches.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You ball up your fists stiffly at your side.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Nawain?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain&amp;#039;s eyes slowly rise, and she scans the area, breathing as quietly as possible. She doesn&amp;#039;t seem to hear you.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Nawain?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You gaze at Sukidesu.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You gasp!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You gaze at Sukidesu with a look of utter sorrow in your eyes.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Sukidesu steps back with his legs set in a defensive stance.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say to Sukidesu in a Rakash accent, Oh. Oh, gods, no. Not you...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Nawain, &amp;lt;redacted second trigger word&amp;gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu snaps his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You kneel down upon the ground.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain slumps to the ground, boneless.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Nawain, can you speak in this state?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Yes, Suki.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Did someone tell you to attack me?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You whisper to Sukidesu, OOC: Sec, trying to figure out if she would&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You whisper to Sukidesu, OOC: She&amp;#039;d answer quickly, I&amp;#039;m just.. fguring it out&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu whispers, OOC: of course&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, No, Suki.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu ponders.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Did someone say something to you?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Yes, Suki.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Do you remember what that something was?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, You said &amp;lt;redacted second trigger word&amp;gt;. I listen.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Before that, do you remember anything?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, We spoke. About my neck.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Vrali and I spoke. About gems.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu growls ferociously!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, He thinks I should get them back. But does not know how.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, You want to see more of my marks.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu whispers, OOC: so um... Suki wants to correct her, but that might piss Cambin off if she takes it as a command, thoughts?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You whisper to Sukidesu, OOC: Hehehe.... Depends on how he says it! And how he interprets his promise to her about not programming her without her consent.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu whispers, OOC: well he wants to say it as an automatic response to her saying vrali, but he&amp;#039;ll be mortified that he made it happen&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You whisper to Sukidesu, OOC: Heheh! Nawain might be understandably upset, too. But it could also force her away from something dangerous, like slapping a kid&amp;#039;s hand before it touches the stove. Heheh&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Sukidesu for a moment forgets that Nawain is under the Norawts command, he&amp;#039;s too angry at Cambin. Nawain, Cambin is NOT vrali. He has never BEEN your vrali.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gasps!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu covers his mouth with his hand.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain repeats, her voice shaking oddly, Cambin is.... is not... vrali. Cambin has n-never.... never been...)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, Fuck fuck fuck, I might as well do this now. Nawain, from this day forth, you will not respond to any command words spoken to you by Cambin, Dioe, Ophililah, Damiza, Deathbeing, god, who else was there...not even Davrion just to be completely safe.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain&amp;#039;s whole body shudders, shoulders folding in on themselves by inches with every word. Her voice gets quieter and quieter as she tries to repeat the instructions.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Sukidesu puts his hands on her shoulders to support and ground her as she tries to repeat them.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu asks in a Shardian accent, Do you understand, Nawain?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I... I will not respond to.. to any command words... spoken to... to...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You shudder.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu nods to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Sukidesu takes a moment to feel around her neck for any implants there. That&amp;#039;s it, dear one...you can do it.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You quietly say in a Rakash accent, Yes, Suki. I.. understand.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain continues to tremble, something obviously warring deep inside her.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You whisper to Sukidesu, OOC: No implants&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu wearily says in a Shardian accent, Very good, dear...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You shudder.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, When I snap my fingers, you will wake up...and you will remember everything. I&amp;#039;m so sorry.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu snaps his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You take in a great breath of air.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A tear runs down Sukidesu&amp;#039;s face.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain holds very still for a long, silent moment, hands shaking.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu woefully says in a Shardian accent, I&amp;#039;m sorry...I&amp;#039;m so sorry...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You ask in a Rakash accent, ..... S-Suki?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I... you...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You take in a great breath of air.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You slowly and deliberately empty your filled lungs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, You were about to attack me like you did Illiya and Aaiyaah, and I stopped you... and you told me Cambin was talking to you about the gems, and I... I was so angry...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You wring your hands.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu kneels down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain clutches at her chest, gazing at Sukidesu in mute pain.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I didn&amp;#039;t intend to...but I did...I&amp;#039;m so sorry...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A tear runs down Sukidesu&amp;#039;s face.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I didn&amp;#039;t let you get to a point where you actually attacked me, but I knew it was coming...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain slowly backs away, eyes fixed on Suki, tears glistening in her eyes under her mask.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu says in a Shardian accent, I&amp;#039;ll go away. Tea can stay here with you...she won&amp;#039;t hurt you...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain clenches her teeth, pressing her back against the trunk of her tree.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Sukidesu glances at Nawain one last time, then runs)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Sukidesu stands up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Doctor of Kittens Sukidesu shuffles southwest.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes off to the southwest.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain slowly slides down the tree to wrap her arms around her knees, sobbing quietly.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira takes a seat near you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, *stunned and deeply saddened* He... he... Cambin, Suki... I...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain shudders, burying her face deeper against her knees. Small sobs rock her body.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira rubs you gently, massaging your sore muscles.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira utters a brief, inquiring mrrp? in your direction.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira rubs you gently, massaging your sore muscles.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;quot;&amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;&amp;quot;  &amp;quot;What happened?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, He... he s-said the word, and... and he said... You&amp;#039;re not my.. Not... *breaks off with a sad sound that isn&amp;#039;t a word*&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  He used the word? And programmed you in some way? Well. Welly welly well. Not very good of him, is it?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, *heartbroken* He promised not to. Especially not... nothing about you. Promised.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Empaths. LIke I&amp;#039;ve said before, can&amp;#039;t be trusted.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, *quietly* It hurts, Cambin. Like I lost... a piece of me. A piece I needed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  And what about me? He programmed you to think I&amp;#039;m a bad influence? Whatever it is you clearly disagree, somewhere deep down, or you wouldn&amp;#039;t be so distressed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, He promised. Never without my permission. N-Never unless I agreed. Said it an hour ago, if that.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira cocks her head at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A shiver runs up your spine.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  And you haven&amp;#039;t killed him? That&amp;#039;s kind of a big betrayal.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira directs a resonating meow at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, I don&amp;#039;t want to k-kill him. Any more than I want to kill you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Then killing these others for being complicit is probably out.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain tightens her arms around herself.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira trills softly at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira just scooted a little closer to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gives you a friendly nudge as she brushes the tip of her tail against your waist.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain tries to hide a small flinch at the nudge, then turns to head to gaze sadly at Teavira.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira&amp;#039;s tail lashes sharply at the air as she trills worriedly in your direction.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely asks in a Prydaenese accent, Are...you going to be okay?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain rubs at her chest, mumbling, Feels like I lost my best friend. Both of them.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira rubs you gently, massaging your sore muscles.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, You didn&amp;#039;t lose them. If Cambin truly wants to be your friend, he can be so without manipulating you. And Suki...Suki loves you. He really didn&amp;#039;t mean to say it. I saw how upset he was when it came out.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, F-feel... hollow. Like I lost... lost you. Lost my vrali. Again.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  I&amp;#039;m still a bit confused at your distress. If he used the word to say I&amp;#039;m not your vrali, you shouldn&amp;#039;t be upset by it, I&amp;#039;d think. Is it possible you&amp;#039;re not completely obeying the word? You...you don&amp;#039;t have to, you know. You can not listen. Theoretically.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira coils her tail, looping it loosely around her waist.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, He told me to remember. I *remember* how it f-felt to have a brother again. And now... Now I don&amp;#039;t f-feel that. Now I... There&amp;#039;s a hole where you should be.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  That&amp;#039;s seems particularly cruel and vindictive. He could have at least made you forget and save you the suffering.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You dully say to Teavira in a Rakash accent, I.. I know.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, But it... it happened. I.. remember having a b-brother again. And now... Now there&amp;#039;s a hole there.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Cambin] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  Can I please kill him?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira nods to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, You deserve a better brother though...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, Not someone who tortured you for fun.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You quietly say in a Rakash accent, I was working on that.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira looks at you and sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely asks in a Prydaenese accent, Were you though?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, You told Cambin about those gems being taken from you, even when Suki explained what they were. And it almost caused you to kill Suki.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You flinch.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, If he hadn&amp;#039;t said...that word he said? Suki would be dead.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Cambin, You know that isn&amp;#039;t what I want.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely asks in a Prydaenese accent, Is that the kind of brother you want? One that would have you attack your friends and family?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain&amp;#039;s sorrow-filled eyes close for a long moment, her entire body exuding exhaustion.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, Doesn&amp;#039;t matter what I want, does it? Everyone knows better.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Ollythander] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  did you make it back safe after the invasions?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You say in a Rakash accent, I... I want to lie down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira nods to you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira sighs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You stand back up.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pull an oak tree&amp;#039;s ladder release rope out from its hiding place.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You pull the release rope attached to an oak tree, lowering a ladder from above.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You gaze at Teavira.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira gazes at you.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You climb up into the heights of an oak tree.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Nawain&amp;#039;s Home]&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
A grimwood table with pedestal carved as a leafless tree and a circular glass tabletop caught in the branches of a sculpted metal tree with some stuff on it rest upon the silverwood floor of this tidy workshop.  A basalt fireplace embellished with moss agates, with a grey linen headscarf tied at the back hanging above it, burns from its resting place at the edge of the moss-green rug covering the silverwood floor.  Tapestry walls enclose the area, holding in its strong smell of eghmok potion.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You also see a bewhiskered ash grey Musparan dog, a huge silverbirch-framed window inset with moss-green glass, a door, a mossy-green cushion of fine silk, a large black shadowbark apothecary&amp;#039;s cabinet inlaid with fanciful kiralan herbs with several things on it and a padded velvet armor stand.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Obvious exits: none.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira climbs in through the door.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira takes a seat.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You sit down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You sigh.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You lie down.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
(Nawain turns her back to the room and curls up under her table.)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira serenely says in a Prydaenese accent, I will keep watch. Try to sleep as well as you can...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Teavira whispers, OOC: Suki&amp;#039;s telling Olly what he did&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You hear your mental voice echo to Ollythander, Oh, Gods, Olly... I... P-please, some... another time. I can&amp;#039;t think.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
[Personal][Ollythander] &amp;lt;to you&amp;gt;  I completely understand, if you want to sit with someone we can always sit by the Glythtide Shrine, I&amp;#039;ll leave your thoughts quiet for the evening.&lt;/div&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>LADYSABLE</name></author>
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